I remember when his mom called me to tell me he was sick again. I was at work and she basically called to tell me to fuck off. We had been separated for a couple months at this point and she told me it wouldn’t help if I were in his life. I called him …
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A Wednesday Afternoon
I thought I had the day off today but it turns out I was looking at the wrong schedule. There are repair men here to fix our AC unit that won’t stop dripping so hopefully I won’t have to fall asleep to the sound of the droplets hitting the cup I set out anymore. This …
A BAD MENTAL DAY
Maybe that’s too kind, it’s been a bad mental week. I have tried to fill my time being creative, seeing friends, spending time with Fox. Nothing seems to be working. It doesn’t seem to be benefiting me or my life at all no matter what I do. I pulled up to the gym today and …
A DAY OFF
It’s Wednesday morning and I am trying to decide if getting a second part time morning job would either be good for my over productive mind (or lack there of) or if it would finally be the thing to push me over the edge where I just go crazy and shave my head or move …
A Monday Morning
Today is August 5th 2019. I have a horrible headache. I woke up around 7 this morning to Fox asking for a bottle. I can normally get him to continue to lay down with me in bed if I turn on the Ipad, bad parent I know but I am tired. Yesterday was hard and …
A 26 YEAR OLD 